Desire

.
death.

the remnants of villages in the city centre. i saw it all!
bricks and walls and prostitutes.
i put rings of saturnus to many a woman's finger.
and they cried.
i worked at the conveyor belt. i slept in nomansland.
i touched the cold when it was revealed by human heat.
i saw what Caroline concealed from her other lovers.
in her green slips.
i heard the noise in Mozart's A Musical Joke.
and what my mother told my father
before my name was chosen.

i took all brands of aspirines.
i smelt darkness when the light came in.

i feel so tired i cannot sleep.

death.
.